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Final day of the holiday
Nov. 25th, 2007 08:41 pmToday is the final day of my holiday and it's nearly over. I'm starting to get that "Oh, god, work tomorrow, crap" feeling and wishing that I didn't have to go back.
However, today has been fun and included cake and pressies and food with favourite relatives so at least the holiday ended on a high.
The best bits about the holiday have been doing things at my own pace and not feeling crap all the time. I've been doing as much writing as I want, I've pottered around in various places and been out for long walks most days. My back hasn't hurt anything like as much as it usually does, which has left me feeling better in myself and less exhausted. There's a part of me wondering whether there's any point in pushing myself out to work every day if not going to work leaves me feeling so much better, but then I remember the whole independence thing and my determination not to let current difficulties control my life. So I know that I won't be giving up work even though it really is tempting sitting here feeling happy and rested and pain-free for the first time in months.
Maybe someone will pay me lots of money for Sensible Man and I won't have to work any more. Pigs may also fly :-) I shall write for a few more minutes and then go downstairs to watch Cranford with the family. Thankfully it's now a month until Christmas and I have the whole seasonal period off work. Yay!
However, today has been fun and included cake and pressies and food with favourite relatives so at least the holiday ended on a high.
The best bits about the holiday have been doing things at my own pace and not feeling crap all the time. I've been doing as much writing as I want, I've pottered around in various places and been out for long walks most days. My back hasn't hurt anything like as much as it usually does, which has left me feeling better in myself and less exhausted. There's a part of me wondering whether there's any point in pushing myself out to work every day if not going to work leaves me feeling so much better, but then I remember the whole independence thing and my determination not to let current difficulties control my life. So I know that I won't be giving up work even though it really is tempting sitting here feeling happy and rested and pain-free for the first time in months.
Maybe someone will pay me lots of money for Sensible Man and I won't have to work any more. Pigs may also fly :-) I shall write for a few more minutes and then go downstairs to watch Cranford with the family. Thankfully it's now a month until Christmas and I have the whole seasonal period off work. Yay!
